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You.

A locked diary,
My feelings enclosed,
I left it all,
In a chamber of secrets.

A closed book,
A lost key,
My heart was locked,
For eternity.

A series of events,
Led me to believe,
That the kindest heart,
could tear,
the most innocent soul.

In tears,
I hid within myself,
My heart was filled,
one too many times.

I was led to believe
in lies, and half-truths,
I was played and teased,
I fell in too deep.

I cannot come out,
of this dark and icy cave,
Which I built to protect,
An innocent soul.

I feel no anger,
I feel no hate,
I feel nothing,
Within this blockade.

Brick by brick,
I covered myself,
Isolated from friends,
I tear their hearts.

Hoping for a savior,
I led them all away,
I made my biggest mistake.

And yet I cannot feel,
Any regret,
As my feelings lie,
Within the locked diary,
Whose key I do not have.

My only hope,
Lies within a magical key,
Whose combination,
Goes beyond the determination,
Of everyone within.

My only hope,
Is that someday,
You will see through,
The thick bricks,
And reach deep within,
My isolated cave.

My only hope,
Is that beyond all saviors,
There will be you.

My only hope,
is you.

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dream of a typeface, the letters were blank.

It was always that way,
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We stop pinching ourselves and assume
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Click

"Click".

It switched.
Unequivocally different.
Through those hardships
We finally turned around.

Perhaps reflections and glimmers
Gave us sight when we could not claim
But the panoramic put the shimmer
To shame.

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In this brilliance we rose
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For every detail and every insight
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Let us speak for it is time
To mark this audacity in rhyme.

Although subtle
The cues went noticed
The portrait tact
And yet somehow,
Obtruded.

But lets digress from these colors
Let the light paint our shadow
For the steps keep calling
with a subtle vibration

We know its time.

Let me get hurt.

Let me sit here,
Let me feel the drops,
As my heart shatters,
and your shadow drifts away.

Let us get confounded,
Let us mix emotions,
Pour them all into a melting pot,
Pour them all into a blurry past.

I want to look back,
and know that I have felt,
I want to look back and know,
That I have loved.

Because from the pain,
and from the tears,
and from the painful nights,
that I shivered through,

There were the nights,
that you held my hand,
and gave me warmth,

There were the nights,
where it was only us awake,
in the whole wide world,
It was only us who felt love.
Let me believe that it was all true,

Let my tears be for the moments that I miss,
and not for the moments that I did not live.

Let me get hurt, because only then,
will I have lived.

Let me get hurt, because only then,
will I have loved.