And then you ask yourself, why did your mind have to wander to those places, why did your brute honesty have to be open, why did you have to feel dishonest when nothing went wrong? Why? You were given an open window, and you shut it close. And now your amazed as to why you can only see beauty through glass? You put that glass there. So shut the fuck up and stop acting useless, because there is no use in wanting something and not doing anything, when you know the only way to get it is to go through the obstacles which you put in between each other. It's your mess, you fucked up, so it's your call, look through the window, or break the glass. Are some small cuts in your hands worth it? I think so.