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I shall wait.

Loved by all,
Her eyes were mine,
Just for that instant,
I committed a crime.

I had perfection,
and let it go,
I set beauty free,
And it was gone.

My biggest mistake,
Money could not pay,
I was the richest man,
But no feast
Could bring us back,
To that day.

The day where I saw,
What the heavens made,
The day where I fell in love,
and let it fade.

I went through darkness,
To make money for love,
But I could not pay,
The years I did not give you,
my love.

My love, I am here,
In a swimming pool,
In a big mansion,
Across the lake.

I await the sound,
of a little fool,
I await the sound,
of dropping coins,
I await the sound,
of you, my love.

The brightness of
a green light,
fades away.
In a night where
Nick, stared my way.

I was nimble to see
A bright green light,
But blinded at
the surrounding darkness.

In darkness,
I had money,
In darkness,
I saw you shine,
And neither,
Gave me you.

One mistake, extinguished our fire.
One chance, and I chose,
What I did not desire.

Blame it on me,
Because you could not wait,
Blame it on me,
Perhaps it was faith.
Blame it on me,
But call me.
I shall wait.

matadorqk

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